i read an interview w gwen stefani in paper mag.

in it she mentioned how she was the most confused/emotional during the making of return to saturn. which she said was reflected in her style... i had pink hair but i didn't know what i was doin, smtg to that extent.

i also remember an elle/vogue article i read awhile back abt hairstyles thru the ages (when my hair was still black) that at your 20s you found that shade of red you're so in love with...

i just thought it's funny... i've been thinking about changing it... but i am in love with the shade and i have no clue what i'm doing ... lol

... the dyed hair started with encouragements from run lola run (i like the switching back n forth btw cartoon n reality w the hair color as key glue), and the girl at the mac counter in b'more w beautiful cranberry red hair who told me to go get the dye at hot topic and do it myself... and so i did and still do 4 yrs later...

saw gwen's pink hair later, on a mag cover here in nyc.. my first year.. shows you can look good w pink..

but yeah my white pillow covers always turn pinkish...

congrats thetas

Hot laptop burns scientist's penis
bwah ha ha ha, ok that's more like friday news...
so it's gotta be erect or smtg rite..??

mmm hope there's good lunch today...
last two days have been purely sausage based... bleh

......

wah no lunch today... hmm excuse to get some greasy gyro sandwich from the cart outside...

S. Africa prison gangs use AIDS rape as punishment
... ... oh god and it's friday too... why are things so morbid... is it just the media... people take a break! the week is long enough... really what is this world coming too...

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security forces member guard Miss World contestants.

The death toll was more than 100 with more than 500 taken to hospital, aid workers said on Friday.

so how come when they start rioting, someone needs to go burn a couple o churches... let's get people who weren't involved in this into this whole mess... i guess you feel braver when 100s of people are trying to kill you for your 'cause'...

that girl prob shouldn't be showing that much leg...
tho last year's winner was friggin miss nigeria for gosh sakes....!

Miss World protesters kill at least 50

apparently to some people pageants are sinful but murder isn't.... wtf?

it's like the '98 riots in indonesia....

i acn't believe they chanted allahu akbar as they rioted. wtf????..... again i just don't understand....

some people are just really really stupid... why can't they just kill each other... prove how pissed you are and set yourself on fire...

stupid ignorant f***ers

ah life... my one chance at what i don't know...

hmm i'm in the process of bleaching my hair again...

should be doing work, but can't concentrate when my scalp is burning lol no it's not bad at all, i just gotta keep an eye on the clock so i won't forget to rinse it out in time...

weird but i do like to bleach my hair, it strips away the excess oils

and since i don't want blonde, what better color than pink...

teddy's gotten really good at bleaching my hair it's now only on the roots

i always tell him he could get a job as a colorist's assistant no prob...

it's only 9:30 and i'm already thinking crazy thoughts.

and curse the web for making me even more paranoid.. a simple search returned all this info on hodgkins disease/ non-hodgkins lymphoma, etc. etc.

geez ignorance is bliss sometimes...

so teddy gave me the bestest present ever, for christmas/anniversay/being happy bears....

ps2 + kingdom hearts
w dual shock controllers + red n green memory cards
+ the place sent us extra mem cards so we have 4

yeah it was just for me since it's a 1 person game....

oo i loves the bear

we're also getting gta vice city, so he'll have smtg to play as well...

... i've hidden it under the stash of stuffed animals so i won't play until i finish up some work

what can i say, it's the perfect present for me