Month: January 2003

  • tho yea can't beat the food here..
    just ordered my valentine's fondue..
    gettin it on thursday cos were jettin off to vegas fri nite :D
    only for the weekend tho for me :( back mon morning , heading straight to work...
    teds'll be staying on the west coast for a whole week bumming sround.. i'm jealous.. :
    ... ...
    i'm bored and i have to do smtg i don't feel like doing right now..
    which is bad i know...
    so i'mma list my snacks to procrastinante
    3 slices of small thin pizza
    potato knish
    2 new pickles
    slice of blueberry pie
    2 chocolate chip cookies
    piece of chocolate bread w chocolate sauce
    mint tea
    sprite
    calories = who knows and who cares. i just wish i had more pickles... :[
    n maybe some chips and ice cream
    and yeah i have to work tomorrow too :( :(
    i'm getting used to it, but sheesh, maybe it's time to start keeping an eye out for things again.
    (yea who am i kidding i'm thankful to have a friggin job right now)
    i'm just goddamned bone dead tired..

  • bleh what a dreary month huh?
    glad it'll be over at the end of the day
    seems like everyone's spirits been down
    or maybe it's an alpha blogger user effect, where if you read someone's depressing thoughts you're likely to propagate it to your own then the next person to his/hers and so on and so forth  
    ... ...
    looking for a patron saint of the INTERNET
    CNN: '...holy Web protector sought by Easter...'
    ... ...
    interesting article for cell phone users:
    WIRED: '...radiation emitted by common mobile phones burns holes in the brains of rats...'
    ... ...
    o hoh hoh we just got mortal kombat deadly alliance :D so much blood so much gore.. the best part is that the girls get bruised pretty badly :D :D  teds was beating me playin this sexy chick liu mei and at the end her face was black n blue w gashes on it :D :D
    yea i think the trick is to use whoever has the biggest most badass sword :D
    i still prefer the sexy bouncin boobed chicks from doa, they're hottt!
    what can i say the female form is much much nicer to look at ;)
    .. on a side note, i think i've definitely gone insane.. but hey it's not so bad ... >:D  >:D

  • dammit, i did it again.. in my attempt to try and preserve the frozen state of my soy buffalo wings and parbaked breads, i forgot to bring em home w me :
    now they're gonna thaw overnight in the cooler at the office.. bleh
    ... ...
    what would be cool is if i can learn more about plant operations while i'm here..
    i think after feeding both sides of my brain for awhile, it craves it all.. more more.. till my head explodes and i can think no more :D :D :D

  • yay my site is back :D

    tho yea, it's kinda old now..bleh and as i ftped those files i realize there's so much that needs to be changed .. like all lowercased filenames for gosh sakes.. ah well all in good time.. all in good time...

  • fhfghfgh

    ha ha jes wanted to catch 4.20

    so seriously what the fuck is wrong with spending 4 mill on a stupid ass anti drug superbowl ad where the drug in question is marijuana and how it can affect your decision making skills.

    yah no shit. but the same goes for ALCOHOL with a much much higher casuality rate..

    stupid dumbass drug war

    spend money on something worthwhile

    what's the point when most people's 'anti drug' is alcohol...

  • k a lil random but i notice ppl can't load up their images correctly (it looks shitty) .. that's cos xanga, in order to save bandwidth, creates a smaller k version of your img if you upload using their tools.. just click edit html, and remove the /t/ , take out the link to your actual img too if desired.
    ////
    this is what your src should be:
    src="http://i.xanga.com/your_username/image_name.xxx"
    instead there's an extra ' /t ' if you look at your code (it's referring to an img in a diff folder)
    src="http://i.xanga.com/your_username/t/image_name.xxx"
    remove it and voila..
    ... if it's a profile pic, i think there's a width limit, either way don't forget to uncheck the resize checkbox...
    just wanted to help. they changed a bunch of stuff, didn't use to be like this :)
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    me can't wait to go home...
    ... ...
    ahh, finally got my site hosted again..
    can't wait to go home and reload the the files..
    fun fun joy, these sites are like my babies :)


  • closer closer to getting my site back.. happy :)
    i think i need to go on a date again.. haven't done that inna while.. sure we hang out together everyday as it is, but a nice dinner n dancing will be a welcome change to hours on the xbox or vegging in front of the tv :D  

  • @ home

    @ work

    just needed some img here..
    since i separated em, this blog is so damn depressing.. what's wrong..???
    ... ... shit like this... ... goes around in my head.. that's why i can't finish cama's real site cos i'm so damn depressed/stressed/tired all the time.. don't understand bleh...
    ... ...


    umm yeah i can never take my own advice..
    things from the past still hurts..
    rereading events you didn't know transpired..
    might be few years back but still.
    i'm a firm believer in that some things should be left unsaid.
    ever sigh and feel such a heavy breath coming out of you when you exhale.. always feels like more of my childhood was stripped and i'm just getting older..

  • so.. how fickle is the heart?
    is it the heart? that desires..?
    or is it just some neurons blasting away extra volts to jolt some area of the brain..
    i don't understand where my discontent comes from. jealousy.. lust.. desire..
    very strange.. just like i have no control over my dreams, i have no control over my feelings.
    of course the steps i take is completely up to me, but why do the feelings arise in the first place?
    boredom? monotony?
    i mean geez, if it's just some form of chemical imbalance it really shouldn't be such a big part of my daily thoughts.. know i can't exactly separate the body from the mind..
    but then am i denying what i really want if my bodily processes lead to it?
    i don't understand. i used to think when i get older things'll make sense, but no, it's even worse.. cause i'm haunted by even more thoughts, each with it's own infinitely perplexing downward spiral..

  • pfft... at work on superbowl sunday >:o

    work work work work work work work

    i slipped on ice when i got out of the cab last nite..
    :D :D  haven't drank inna while.. i guess
    slight ntoxication + no friction = bruised hip

    delirium noel is delicious tho :d