February 4, 2003

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    hmm... one o those days when your brain and body refuse to work
    bleh.. dum dee dum.. brain fried, brain dead, lethargic, just plain ole tired.
    miss my bed.. miss my animals.. miss my guling.. miss my bear..
    wanna do flash instead of jsp
    wanna try out my new markers.. tho gotta clean my room first :
    wish i could stop time like that 80's sitcom where the girl talked to her dad thru a plastic clam :D :D
    wish i'd been a rulebreaker growin up, not stress so much bout not breakin the rules
    cos now i gots responsibilities.. in big shiny letters
    i'm under a contractual obligation to work work work till either party breaks the engagement
    i'm used to a certain level of comfort and i gotta pay those bills
    i miss the days when all i cared about was getting cecil up to the mountain to be a paladin (for the umpteenth time).
    making sure i strip palom and porom of their equipment fore they turn into stone
    trying out the game genie codes and replaying the whole friggin game
    miss dreading college
    cos that was the last of my preplanned goals..
    i never thought about what after college..
    it was the end point and it is
    independent, making a home in a foreign land
    no parents to go to, but no mom to yell at me either
    weird strange.. i just live my life and see what happens
    planning never was my forte.. just going with the flow making pictures of my animals so they live on long after
    their cotton filling disintegrates into mush buried in my coffin
    it's always easy to write beginnings and endings., so that's my end.
    when i'm dead bury me with my animals please? and don't forget guling..

Comments (5)

  • good shit... real good post.

    duh-deeeep.  miss getting high so i could write stuff like that. 

  • ....u still have your guling with you???

    incredibly amazing and very unhealthy, don't u think? (oh no, do u still sniff it from time to time?)

    =)

    Life is what happen when you're dreaming about the past or thinking about the future. Sometimes we're so tired from work, blood-shot eyes from staring computer too long or stiff spine, that we forget how good living is.

    For me heaven will be a blissful place, where you are not slave of money or power. But having all this hard works teach me to appreciate what my parents have done and sacrificed for me.

    I'm sure you have certain goals. Manage your work and life to fulfill those goals. =)

  • ahahahaha of course i do but most of them are retired (they don't sleep in bed w me anymore)

    and yes i still sniff it bwa haha ha ha

    i'm creating my middles everyday :)

    duh deep? :D thx

  • and i wanted to draw comics...if the industry hadnt collapsed (and i wasnt so @#$# lazy).

  • Hehe...guling is very addicting (it rhymes too!  wohoo!  ok, I'm being gay here -_-;;).  I can't live without my guling ^^

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