March 21, 2003

  • i'm tempted to fill every crevice with peace signs, but i know that'll be an eyesore.. (and uh well i did do that..)
    oy.. i got better things todo, but i can't stop looking at the panda smelling panda butt.. ha ha.. that is my fave pic ever!
    sigh.. here's wishing for better times ahead..
    how many times in the history of modern human civilization has that been said..
    .. .. ..
    sad sad.. see i really need to get away..
    i feel like i blog more than i talk
    at least in terms of saying what's in my head..
    at work it's always work talk or small talk or listen to someone else talk talk and even when it's normal talk being at work sux period.

    and yeah any job is a job and will always be a fuckin job
    so don't count on it to fulfill your life
    unless you are doing what you love doing and don't really need to do it if you don't want to
    freedom to choose to do whatever the hell you goddamned want
    in this short short life

    that's all
    why is that so hard?

    anarchy?

    ..
    the protest pic above is from the protest we walked into in vegas, on the strip no less
    that's teddy's face in the corner
    and i think that's the aladdin hotel
    it's a frikken sultan's palace with palm trees
    ..
    damn i dropped my php book and tore a page..
    (while someone somewhere else is probably getting shot at)
    so uh what have i accomplished in these 2-3 hrs staring at my screen.. well so far nada.
    i only need to write a smple switch statement and my venture to xanga land delays me yet again... ... ... ... :
    :/
     

Comments (3)

  • come j boogie.

  • What really sux is when you would be doing your job even if you weren't getting paid, because you love doing it so much, and then suddenly, you need to do it. Then you don't want to do it anymore. :0 I'm doubting the sense of that statement, but I know what I mean...and maybe you do, too. Need more coffee

  • i know what you mean..
    when it's work for someone else and it's something you love it gets kinda hard..
    i try to not do what i absolutely love for a living for fear that i will end up hating it

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