Month: March 2003

  • 'wotta surprise'
    cheney's pre-vp comp wins iraq contract
    forbes article

    abortion gone so horrifically wrong
    incompetent doctor, kidney lost..
    bbc article
    ... ...
    @ work..
    hate it when the snow partially melts
    slippery and the ugly/dirtiness of this
    industrial park is exposed once more 
    not good to be slippin an slidin when
    the vehicles around the area
    are big mack trucks
    feels like frogger
    i even have my death by a big truck scene in my head..
    there's no crosswalk in front of my building..
    ... ...
    took this from bubbles27's site :)


    My inner Goddess is Rainbow-colored!
    © What's your Inner Goddess Color?? © Jen


    i've been to vancouver once, for a wedding. i didn't know i had to have a passport to go visit there.. so on the day i had to make a trip to the canadian embassy b4 i could go.. good thing i live in ny, made it out by the afternoon..

  • the present is always good
    cos i get to make shit up
    as i go along


    once there was a little bear
    he went hoppity hop hop
    to little bunny's house


    come and play lil bunny
    carrot and honey
    carrot and honey


    hoppity hop
    hoppity hop


    -cama


    @5:50 pm


    and now it's a few seconds after


    .. i need to get out
    bit brain dead
    if i see another attribute
    heck i dunno what to do with it
    can go to bloody hell for all i care
    property attribute
    blah blah blah


    type type type
    type type type
    syntax lookup
    type type


    check check debug
    checkcheck debug
    flag debug
    debug debug


    make notes
    cos someone gave me the wrong notes


    i've been coding nothing for 3 years now
    yippee kay yay
    virtual nothingness
    but at least this time around
    the product is for real

    ... ...

    check out eminem's offender profile on
    http://www.state.mi.us/mdoc/asp/otis2.html
    type in marshall mathers

  • fucked up dreams last nite
    honestly when i don't smoke that sweet bud,
    my subconscious gets pretty ugly
    or at least pretty goddamned stupid paranoid


    and dontcha hate it when during a dream you go 'fuck i hope this is just a dream' and you think/realize it's not and you go 'fuuuck.. (as you picture yourself spiraling into the deepest pits of regret and despair)'
    and even when you're slightly up (cos someone woke you), you try to go back and resolve things
    cos you can't differentiate between the dream world and real world yet
    i mean wtf
    bleh
    way to start the day
    what with the sleet freezin rain n snow


    i'm full of rage today
    somebody wanna step into the bitch-slap line
    ha hah ..
    nah not good enough, i feel like beating something w a metal bat


    "Shut up you minion, you (U.S.) agent, you monkey..."
    Iraq rep to Kuwaiti rep at a summit in Doha


    arrr...
    I need to move
    will
    in april/may/june
    dreading lugging furniture
    and cleaning/packing everything
    and yeah getting a decent place


    like that no doubt song running..
    sound so familiar
    well w all the beat recycling goin on..


    i think everytime i feel intense hate for stupid reasons, i get a friggin headache
    it's bad to direct too much energy to worthless causes


    imma code robotically, mechanically in peace
    get home and hope i can squeeze in some painting time..


    tired and falling asleep
    but what else is new
    pump in some caffeine
    and i'm again rarin to go


    i am :
    artist programmer glutton lover friend chocolate monster bear crazy nut weirdo

    wish i :
    never need to worry bout money

    i wanna go to a buffet an pig out
    preferably a lobster buffet.. mmm

  • stonehenge design = gigantic vagina
    ...
    this virtual reality has become a big part of my existence
    ...
    k i need to get to work. but it's rainy.. phffffm  :/


  • cornholio · sugarbaby · snuggles · jiggy · balboa
    lookit the size o my head :D   :D
    ... ...
    to all the chicas i saw today..

    i love you

    to those i didn't i love you too

    having you girls as sisters is such joy ;)