'wotta surprise'
cheney's pre-vp comp wins iraq contract
forbes article

abortion gone so horrifically wrong
incompetent doctor, kidney lost..
bbc article
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@ work..
hate it when the snow partially melts
slippery and the ugly/dirtiness of this
industrial park is exposed once more 
not good to be slippin an slidin when
the vehicles around the area
are big mack trucks
feels like frogger
i even have my death by a big truck scene in my head..
there's no crosswalk in front of my building..
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took this from bubbles27's site

© What's your Inner Goddess Color?? © Jen

i've been to vancouver once, for a wedding. i didn't know i had to have a passport to go visit there.. so on the day i had to make a trip to the canadian embassy b4 i could go.. good thing i live in ny, made it out by the afternoon..

the present is always good
cos i get to make shit up
as i go along

once there was a little bear
he went hoppity hop hop
to little bunny's house

come and play lil bunny
carrot and honey
carrot and honey

hoppity hop
hoppity hop

-cama

@5:50 pm

and now it's a few seconds after

.. i need to get out
bit brain dead
if i see another attribute
heck i dunno what to do with it
can go to bloody hell for all i care
property attribute
blah blah blah

type type type
type type type
syntax lookup
type type

check check debug
checkcheck debug
flag debug
debug debug

make notes
cos someone gave me the wrong notes

i've been coding nothing for 3 years now
yippee kay yay
virtual nothingness
but at least this time around
the product is for real

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check out eminem's offender profile on
http://www.state.mi.us/mdoc/asp/otis2.html
type in marshall mathers

fucked up dreams last nite
honestly when i don't smoke that sweet bud,
my subconscious gets pretty ugly
or at least pretty goddamned stupid paranoid

and dontcha hate it when during a dream you go 'fuck i hope this is just a dream' and you think/realize it's not and you go 'fuuuck.. (as you picture yourself spiraling into the deepest pits of regret and despair)'
and even when you're slightly up (cos someone woke you), you try to go back and resolve things
cos you can't differentiate between the dream world and real world yet
i mean wtf
bleh
way to start the day
what with the sleet freezin rain n snow

i'm full of rage today
somebody wanna step into the bitch-slap line
ha hah ..
nah not good enough, i feel like beating something w a metal bat

"Shut up you minion, you (U.S.) agent, you monkey..."
Iraq rep to Kuwaiti rep at a summit in Doha

arrr...
I need to move
will
in april/may/june
dreading lugging furniture
and cleaning/packing everything
and yeah getting a decent place

like that no doubt song running..
sound so familiar
well w all the beat recycling goin on..

i think everytime i feel intense hate for stupid reasons, i get a friggin headache
it's bad to direct too much energy to worthless causes

imma code robotically, mechanically in peace
get home and hope i can squeeze in some painting time..

tired and falling asleep
but what else is new
pump in some caffeine
and i'm again rarin to go

i am :
artist programmer glutton lover friend chocolate monster bear crazy nut weirdo

wish i :
never need to worry bout money

i wanna go to a buffet an pig out
preferably a lobster buffet.. mmm

stonehenge design = gigantic vagina
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this virtual reality has become a big part of my existence
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k i need to get to work. but it's rainy.. phffffm  :/

he heh

cornholio · sugarbaby · snuggles · jiggy · balboa
lookit the size o my head  
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to all the chicas i saw today..

i love you

to those i didn't i love you too

having you girls as sisters is such joy