Living in Fort Greene at 244 Cumberland has taught me much.
I think this is and should always be my way of putting things into perspective.
Neighborhoods campuses
a community
they're

what is it about 80's pop that makes me work at optimum speed in the office..?
it's like the whole aerobics music thing or smtg to that extent i guess..
maybe it's cos the 80's cemented the corporate way of life into all our minds to a degree..
how many movies were about/heavily featured working in a huge corporate office then?
working girl
risky business
wall street
big
bunch of others..

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this sounds awesome..
http://www.nytimes.com/
3-D printing, make your own toy from your comp!

my thoughts at this stage:

i will always need a job
because i need money to have basic necessities
that job may not be what i looove doing
so i better learn something good while i'm at it
i look back and see the stuff i've done out of job world these past 3 yrs and hey if i was in school i'd give myself a degree in some art form
but that's what it's supposed to be
we're so productive while in school
that type of productivity should never decline
you should always constantly challege yourself in what you love best and use your job to teach you from experience and self-learn skills you need while getting paid
always learn, and if it doesn't let you or you're at a dead end, move on
life's too short
and you know deep down you'd like to eventually have that job that's also your favorite thing to do
so work on it, figure out how to make it a job if possible
if not, it will always be a hobby that you'll need to destress, motivate and is just plain fun

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just paid off my cc bills in full, cos we're applying for a loan
yikes now i have no money.. good thing tomorrow's payday..

hmm lookin like the final round tomorrow w the Big boss man and the boss man..
heh i gots no fight left in me.. just hoping for the courage to say exactly what i want.. no more chickening out again ever

heh we're pulling the plug sort of from our latest project, after it's deployed this morning! ? ??
yeah annoying but oh well, can't go against the mayor
i just don't understand why it took them so long to tell us.. :

aaaahhhh i was cooking w jalapenos, and now my fingers buuurrrnnn !!!
arr it's underneath the nails...

anyway, i just realized i got a card from you girls
thank you, hehe you don't even know what i sent
he he he

i think sunnyside is it

meeting our ideal of paying < 1K permonth mortgage + maintenance

not bad i guess.. still dreading the move the uprooting

gotta snap out of the laziness, change is good, and we'll finally have our own place

where I own the damn walls >:D

he heh went to the nets game last nite..
eastern conference finals baby and it was shweet
i represented with my yao jersey
and today teddy shelled out 4 benjamins for a finals game..
are they worth that much? i don't even know
seems ridiculous..
but hey, i don't mind going
ebay. we actually got last night's pair or tix for less than face value.. no one really goes to nets games i guess..
it's easy to get to, there's a shuttle from port authority
new york. it's all about convenience..

i want this stun-gun jacket
http://wired.com/news/technology/0,1282,58914,00.html

so SARS from civet cats?
http://wired.com/news/medtech/0,1286,58975,00.html

or outer space?
http://wired.com/news/medtech/0,1286,58967,00.html

i'm surprised it isn't wrath of the gods yet..

damn real estate wars
feels like it
so stupid cos i'm throwing down so much moola yet it's so stressful

the broker for that first place left a rather erratic message about how the place is available again last night
only to call saying it's getting rolled over to the next highest bidder today... wtf? then why did you call and say it's available and we should bid blah blah anyway, i called and put in a bid, she said she'll just present it tho probably we can only hope that it falls through w the current person to get a shot at it.

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my receptionist brought her sick daughter in to work
i happen to sit sort of next to her and pretty much babysat her daughter last time, letting her use my mac. but now that she's sick, i can't help hoping i won't catch whatever it is she has.. especially since she's sort of directly beside/behind me and constantly coughs etc .. dammit, i finally get a vacation day for memorial day and i can't afford to be sick!!!  arrrrr. and i don't want o be rude.. i know it's tough raising a kid as a single parent.. i better not get sick. my immune system better be able to handle this..

yea and now i'm coughing.. damn airborne diseases

in a strange turn of events.. the firts apt we saw is available again.. the deal  didn't go through..
i liked the place. after complaining that it had no view the first time and looking at what feels like a few dozen places i have to admit that apt's no view (faces buildings) is much better than the 1st floor apts we've seen.
dunno. it's so much more expensive than the one we have a bid accepted right now and it's off the G.. the other, off the 7.. but it is bigger.. hmm hmm.. need this to end soon. but when the price is in the hundred thousands, hell we're takin our time to make wise decisions..

heh and i was finally psyched to be in sunnyside too.. finally detached myself from wanting to live here, and then it creeps back. that possibility..