May 29, 2003

  • my thoughts at this stage:

    i will always need a job
    because i need money to have basic necessities
    that job may not be what i looove doing
    so i better learn something good while i'm at it
    i look back and see the stuff i've done out of job world these past 3 yrs and hey if i was in school i'd give myself a degree in some art form
    but that's what it's supposed to be
    we're so productive while in school
    that type of productivity should never decline
    you should always constantly challege yourself in what you love best and use your job to teach you from experience and self-learn skills you need while getting paid
    always learn, and if it doesn't let you or you're at a dead end, move on
    life's too short
    and you know deep down you'd like to eventually have that job that's also your favorite thing to do
    so work on it, figure out how to make it a job if possible
    if not, it will always be a hobby that you'll need to destress, motivate and is just plain fun

    ...


    just paid off my cc bills in full, cos we're applying for a loan
    yikes now i have no money.. good thing tomorrow's payday..