arr why can't i sleep
i always get so anxious
or maybe my clock's just nocturnal right now..
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eh, is this skin only blocking me????
wtfasdfadjf;alsdkjfadsf???

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had my round 2 talks
not sure of the outcome yet, cept that it's all ok..

things seem to move at hyperspeed sometimes

one of our bids was accepted for a place in sunnyside
sizewise, well i have to get rid of a lot of things anyway
honestly nothing could fit all my junk

tomorrow's another day
gotta get a handful of things ready for a new feature launch

... ... want to say can't believe i left at close to midnight, yet my boss is still there along w a slew of other ppl and i know he stays there to midnight most every night... workin hard.. we all do, who doesn't...

so hopefully i'll get the chance to dig my fingers into more projects...

hah

ARRGH
i think i lost teddy's book
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i thought i brought it in yesterday
swore to g-d i did.. i think
thought i just didn't lug back that hardcover network comm text last night
but it's not here
and i'm confused and have too much other shit to deal with
shouldn't have left at midnite last nite
i always forget things
i thought i left my watch, but i had it on my wrist the entire time..
bleh
maybe i'm just tired
i sure hope i left it at home and i'm confusing my monday with lst friday or something...

well i guess ppl can still get in if they subscribe
stupid weblog ids
anyhoo, today well yesterday i suppose i stayed on the longest at work so far.. 13+ hours woohoo or is it 14..
don't remember
ehh, talks postponed till who knows when



yes things could be much better
too bad for me it ain't
hope yours ain't bad 

arrrrr....

well i definitely have a love hate relationship with this thing

yes, after talking to our landlords
i'm convinced that it is time to move, 3 yrs is enough
time to move on
+ i realize that teddy's plan is a sound plan
go cheap so we can buy more space elsewhere

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the art of politics
http://www.nytimes.com/

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time moves much slower in the country

this home buying thing is probably one of the toughest decisions we have to make together

we're told to not expect the first to be lived in more than 3 yrs

well yea, cos we can't afford anything nice
but i'd like to think otherwise and pay more for a place i don't mind working for to eventually pay off.
course it's probably stupid to think that way..

feh what do i know
buying a place is a pain
i know how prev residents feel now when this neighborhood started to be gentrified and people were driven out cos now we're driven out too

stupid rich people

ah sunnyside?
not that many spaces available there
mostly small
if only i put money on funnycide i would win some much needed dough..

bleh

i almost forgot i had a wonderful time at the farm
had a little campfire
ate lots
slept soundly
it's fun being out in nature

i hope and wish and hope and wish..

definitely done my part

too many things wanted, one or two will be more than enough

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my boss is awesome
hmm hmm yeah

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round 2 deferred till monday

going to the farm this sat

it all boils down to whether or not you care
if you don't then you really should move on 

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what a fokkin idiot
22 yr old eats jackass vomit
how can one have so little self respect? or maybe it's some weird fetish..

ahhhh.. fokkin tired
one of dem days when you get in and don't stop workin till well now..
still haven't had my chat
right now i don't even think i'm up to the fight cos i'm so goddamned tired

pfff

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so it did happen and i have a follow up tomorrow along w my immediate super..
gotta stand up for your rights
because really the worse that can happen is no

whooee. a day does feel like a month here... i mean there
glad to be home, going to conk out now

gaaah, the wait the anticipation...

so i still haven't been able to pop into the big Big boss' office
(no not lack of guts, no time yet, not me, him)
and talk about the s word and how i can renegotiate it

agawaga agawaga

i just hope i won't be tongue tied and can perform in a reasonably professional and intelligent manner...

if you don't ask you'll never know

and what's the worse that can happen besides no?

i guess getting the boot would be the worst.. :

too much drama..

if you don't, now you know
http://www.themammals.net/

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Chinese couple name baby Saddam SARS http://www.smh.com.au/
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iLoo hoax or no hoax in the end it's just another jab at free publicity
http://wired.com/news/business/0,1367,58836,00.html