August 24, 2003
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sometimes i wonder if i neglect the friends i have.
i think it's just my nature tho.
even though most think i have add which i probably do when it come to visuals
i really am most comfortable with the company of one other person/a few close friends.
i don't care much abt party situations where you're forced to make small talk.
introducing and meeting 5 different people every minute or two.
not everyone talks to everyone at a party.
i think it's just sensory overload.
i can process in all the visual oratory senses.
but processing another human being. that takes a lot.
that is if you're choosing to care.
i'd rather sit and doodle in the corner. which i have done in many occasions obviously making me seem obnoxious or pretentious.
but hey i don't get much time for myself to do it, i'm doing it whenever i can.
but yeah.
i don't know why i'm so reluctant to call.
to make plans.
i think i'm just one very very lazy bear.
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sorry for being lazy, but i do love you all.
i may not say it much, but i always mean what i say
Comments (1)
I totally hear ya... I hate being put into situations where you feel uncomfortable coz you're forced to make a good impression on someone and make a conversation. And yeah, I don't usually call my friends up to plan stuff. Hhehehee.
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