October 7, 2003

  • feel like running away
    why can't i just take the next flight out to brazil
    i wish things are that simple
    how did i get tangled up in responsibilities?
    acclimated to material possessions
    i want to be free
    i want to have a nomadic life
    i want to tan by the beach
    fish for dinner
    ok i like mashed potatoes and corn too
    so i will need a market nearby
    i think i'll just live through cama
    he gets to go to all the places i want to go to
    .
    disillusioned jaded
    can't give a flying fuck
    pissed at people
    feel insignificant
    yes probably am and it fuckin sucks
    blah blah blah
    as if this doesn't drive me crazy as it is
    .
    change of execs
    now there're 3
    is this usually good or bad?

Comments (3)

  • for someone that didn't have to work all their lives until after they turned 20 somethin, i think you're doing a FABULOUS job.  you have such good work ethic and you work hard. 

    i think you need to see your family soon.  you don't know how much more fulfilling it is to see your family.  although you can't see them on a regular basis, i think it's really important for you to see them soon.  you need a break, my love!  go see your mommy!

  • i need to go see my mommy
    i feel so alone a lot of times now
    very weird having grown up with a huge extended family then suddenly finding yourself alone.

    : sometime next year for sure

  • If you want something you can get it. It's that simple. Nothing is as complicated as it seems. If you wanna live on an island so be it. There is always a way to get what you want. Don't give yourself limits sweetie.....life is too short and important to do that.

    :)

     

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