why does rejection hurt so much?
well cos it does
http://www.cnn.com/2003/HEALTH/10/09/ego.pain.ap/index.html
apparently the part of our brain that senses physical pain also responds to rejection and distress.
part of our species' survival skills since we need to to be nurtured for an extended period of time.
so when i say you're breakin my heart it's cos it does hurt like hell.

oo oo halloween goodies!
chocolate spiderweb cake w spider cookies
jack o lantern carrot cake
ghost cookies
mmmm yumm
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yikes, crap-laden day
dont'cha hate it when you think it's fixed and it turns out to be worse
:
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ahnold gov of cali
canna believe
those kennedys know how to jig it
or fame precedes all

gotta agree w davis that he sounds funny
i think it was smart of him to only go for one debate
if he had to do the freeform one
i bet it would've sounded like
ansdfndffkjsdflkdsf jdf dfkm asd fskjf sdnmfaskdnf nfadfkn

j/k
i guess they do make a great photo-op couple
all about looks?

my physical fitness goal is pretty simple
being able to do 1 pull up
i'm such a wimp

feel like running away
why can't i just take the next flight out to brazil
i wish things are that simple
how did i get tangled up in responsibilities?
acclimated to material possessions
i want to be free
i want to have a nomadic life
i want to tan by the beach
fish for dinner
ok i like mashed potatoes and corn too
so i will need a market nearby
i think i'll just live through cama
he gets to go to all the places i want to go to
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disillusioned jaded
can't give a flying fuck
pissed at people
feel insignificant
yes probably am and it fuckin sucks
blah blah blah
as if this doesn't drive me crazy as it is
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change of execs
now there're 3
is this usually good or bad?

that sucks, http://www.cnn.com/2003/SHOWBIZ/10/04/roy.attacked/index.html

roy of siegfried and roy got mauled by own tiger.
you always wondered if it was dangerous and it sure is.
i've seen them twice span of 10 yrs
they make it look so easy & tigers so lovey dovey

nirvana