i'm sure everyone had an awesome thanksgiving
workin today
taking the day after xmas off instead
why do ppl here like to work so much
can't complain since my job's just sitting around
not backbreaking labor down in the giant fridge
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picked  a bad day to not have my sketchbook around
oh whatever am i going to do this slow slow day
but i do have graph paper..
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i like to pretend there's nothing to do
but there's always something..

i really really want to quit my job
enough being a monkey
course i can't yet
need to get this housing thing all figured out
save up
test how much flb can pull
most importantly get all paperwork sorted out
hhh
soon i hope
if i'm still bitchin abt the same damn thing
same time next year
please please virtually yell at my sorry lazy ass
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whaddaya know
pms rant yet again on cue
so what do you gals think of the no menstruation pills?
basically take bcp's nonstop to limit your periods to four time a year
lots of pros and cons
with female gynecologists on each side
but even at it's inception the birth control pill had a 21 day cycle
because they thought it would make women feel comfortable about taking this 'new' medicine
you're not menstruating due to ovulation on the pill
just that the change in hormone levels weakens the uterine lining
hence..

took the day off today
to close on our apartment
finally done
with all the paperwork

somebody smart come up with a teleporter please?

arrrgh, i just found a still writhing worm (i checked it's a roundworm/nematode) in my fully cooked 3/4 eaten 8 ounce cod.

g-d bloody qwershfas oisadhfasdhfkasdhf laksdfhalksjdhfladf
ruined a perfectly good dinner
i can't look at my plate now
i don't undersatnd how it could live on a dead fish for a at least 2days and survive being cooked in the pan

disturbed esp since i bought the fish from freshdirect
well at least i got credited for the infested fish

yuck yuck yuck

i don't understand why it's still moving
bleargh

ok, no more thick fillets for me, just the small thin ones so it can be inspected easily

gross!

some heart pounding moments today
work related so nothing serious
just hate it when you think you've goofed and affected a few thousand customers
relieved but not yet quite shaken out the chills when it's confirmed that you're not at fault.

btw, who's read cindy adams' biography (lone) of sukarno?
she is nypost's gossip columnist.
i keep wanting to pick it up but forgetting to..
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strangely dizzy n lightheaded.. only took dayquil.. must be the caffeine..
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out sick yesterday.
hmm haven't called in sick in a loong time.
only once last year
guess the body just decides to shut down when cold symptoms are coupled with allergies
feel great after my day of sleeping in ..
working on camacama (at an embarassingly slow pace, ah well, not that anyone will notice).
need to finish an old freelance proj fore i start loking for new ones..
hours are much better. able to shave off required 5
closing on our apt next monday
excited
already went to home depot to start thinking bout renovations
'll be exciting remodeling the place ourselves

alas the hilton tape has been safely ransomed back
i was thinking of making it my weekend scavenger hunt
http://nypost.com/news/regionalnews/10722.htm
with a hilton at every airport i'm sure they didn't mind shelling a few measly bucks
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jeebus chrish.. http://uk.news.yahoo.com/031112/80/edsqt.html woman w most body piercings in the world

all i want is a life without regrets
now that time seems to be slipping by at such a fast pace
i worry that i'm stalling too long for the sake of personal comfort
sigh, not easy when you don't even know what you'll do if you have the time
either way, no matter what it is
it still needs to earn you money or you need to have money somehow to survive
eech.. i do not want to find myself a 40 something, and realize i've only been working for someone else all those decades..