January 30, 2004

  • bitter and jaded people can be such assholes..
    i wonder if age and kids are contributing factors
    well obviously right
    i get to bitch abt work
    still bright and bleary eyed at the possibilities even though i've had my failures too
    but i'm still free to selfishly trudge along
    because we take care of ourselves and no one else yet.
    .
    anyway,
    i got a call last might from my dad.
    one of my uncles passed away, sudden heart attack.

    i think i've only seen him 3 times in my lifetime. he married my dad's sister.
    time's flown by so fast.
    i remember coming home from college/hs visits
    first she's married
    then baby
    and another
    now he's deceased
    :o
    bit fast.. ...
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