fuckin tired
dang.
.
.
i just want to curl up and sleep
wake me up in May

busy busy, so much stuff to do...
can't even sleep well
drug induced (tylenol pm) sleep is never that satisfying
what is going around anyway?
everyone around me is coughing and hacking.

i finally got pm rights to my baby project here
yay or not.
at the very least i'm going to make sure it sees the light of day somehow.

i really need a good massage..

another coworker is leaving

life just moves that damn fast.

another's due any day now.
still working hard each day

me, i just get elbow pains from not moving for the whole day
doing the usual type type typing.

man, where did my life go?

i don't do anything else but work.

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time to freelance again
need the dough for my ira

heh

another monday..
sigh
time's movin on so fast...
saw a few old faces.
i think i am a bit socially inept.
i really don't get the hint
teddy's fallen asleep on me a few time to hurry me eat.
but nope i just keep on eating while he dozes off.
yeah.
can't get me away from that plate until i'm done.
nyaah.
the place is getting there.
still need to add crown molding on the ceiling.
now i know what they're for.
fixing up wiggly paintjobs.
also need to get ducttape off the carpet
so you know how?
ducttape it off with ducttape?
wash with soap & water?
the carpet's plush, i'd hate to have to trim it.
hmm hmm.
what happened to my no blogging at work..
no willpower whatsoever.

i know i shouldn't
but yes i am worried
am i too much of a worry wart?
maybe new technology such as cellphones have spoiled me.
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ehh, stupid alcohol
it loves to ruin a perfectly good night

hmm, someone here took my chopsticks.
(usually it's one of the few hundred plant workers who swipe things from the office)
i knew something was gonna get swiped eventually
my desk is chock full of tchotchkes (stuffed animals, plastic  toys)
but regulary used chopsticks (which i prob forgot to wash since last time too) ?
bit weird.
.
actually come to think of it.
the kitchen items are most regulary swiped.
knives, pots
eating and ways to it are essential 
(because if not i go hungry and die)
what i don't get is people who hate food.
only in america is obesity a leading cause of death
if you're a bit overweight.
it's definitely time for you to cook your own food.
i think we rely too much on processed goods here
everyone and anyone must know how to cook
it's such an essential and rewarding skill.

so hmm yea..
i really need to start getting my act together and put in my part for the wedding.
like getting a damn dress to wear.
sigh.
ya think this would be a priority
it is on top of the list
but so slowly acted on
not quite sure why
when november is not that far off.

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houston. 20th.

are females generally bitchier towards one another?
or is it because we know what we sound like when we're being fake,
hence those that do (and overheard) are so fucking annoying.
yeah, welcome to office life... where so many people are clustered in one spot
and everyone's trying to leave.