hi,
life's been crazy
but i'm ok
i think..

growing up just hurts

joy, i crashed the mail server trying to send out 146000 spam at once.
... :

hmm it's hard to say no
when the other person knows exactly what you're thinking..

i finally biked to work today.
slowly getting over my silly fears
gotta be independent
.
sigh.
sort of realizing how pathetic my life's been
no wonder all this crap happened.
i haven't been doing anything purely for myself
in a long long long time.
became too complacent.

ok that was /is scary. my left fingers are twitching by itself.
i hope it's just too much caffeine..
i need to get a good night's sleep
i don't think i've had one since i left 2 weeks ago.

so, guess i'll be at avalon this saturday.
hmm i haven't been clubbing in a long time.
been awhile since i waited in line to give someone $20
which sucks, but oh well.
i always think it's funny when i see a gigantic line in front of a trendy club.
wow, look at all those people dying to pay $20
if you do, then i'm making fun of you and laughing at myself.
.
annabanana, i'd love to meet up this sunday for tea!
let me know what time.
.
sigh, things are not good in both parts of my life.
family back home & family here
but
can't be depressed and wallow in my own self-pity
summertime is beautiful in the city
so full of zest and energy
and i intend to make the most of it.

just trying to always be happy.
don't overthink, life's too short for that.

i suppose, i suppose.
.
good girls finish last.
that i know for sure now
you give your all, and get no respect in return
.
i def want to go dancing this friday
anyone up to it?

summertime is perfect for biking.
no way you can easily slip through the city in a car.
on the bike, we were zigzagging all over the place.
one day i'll ride that hog myself

i am so amazed how much can change in a day or two.
met my art mentor. he is willing to teach me all i ever want to know.
i will share his studio, which is down the street from where i work.
i am really really excited and happy

i am so inconsiderate to those who love me most.
sigh.
time to grow up and be a bit more responsible s'il vous plait...