ahh. it's like giving birth.
cathartic.
ok i've never given birth so i wouldn't know
but i definitely feel lighter and so ready to sleep
the new CRM application launched flawlessly
my baby project that's been dragged on longer than it should
finally got my design and code out there as an enterprise application
and a damn good one to boot
(pats myself in the back)

so i do something srong everyday.
yeah whatever.
:

our managers are so into food.
when i made my product wishlist they were only too excited to carry even more SKUs in their department

lesse, bday
built site for Teddy
got flowers
double dinner date w his cousin (i wanted romantic dinner for two, but ah well.. had made plans w/o thinking earlier, you know you always forget your own bday.)
had a great (rest of the evening) w Teddy
cleaned apt next day
that's about it.
so unexiciting eh.
but at least the bathroom's sparkling clean again

he he. so i turned 19 +
time to paaartay and have noncommittal casual sex

* age makes you lie more

thanks Jules for the card. reminds me of us acting retarded somehow...
lalalalalalaalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaa

som things are just so damn depressing when there's nothing you can do to help.
or whatever help you can offer is not enough and will not come in time.
sigh. i really wonder what i can possibly do..

quarter century
made it
will spend they day building websites
how lame