today's random item..
when models pose for mugshots

they gotta pose?
she looks waay happy getting arrested
how many ppl smile w their teeth in these shots?

nothing is conventional and nothing is normal.
no one can judge me but myself
and no one knows what makes me happy but myself

stating the too terribly obvious.

don't you think this wouldn't happen if we had bought a house instead.

holding on to the past too much.
i wonder if they realize how vividly their faces and memories are registered.

i have absolutely no tolerance when ppl ask me for computer help.
why is that.
like some sort of tech rage.
thnk gd i don't work cutomer service.

you know, being old really sucks
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just remembered someone telling me i've been saying i'm old since i was 18.
hmm.
hmm.
maybe there's something seriously wrong with me. 
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i sure did pick a good day to to ride my new bike.
guess i'll be pedaling in the rain.
oh joy.
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oh yeah, last night i managed to flood the bathroom
left the tap on too long filling the bath
sure have an interesting way to clean the bathroom

i have to say, my new apt is very very nice
i'll have to take pics and post them.
it's nice to have someone who knows how to build furniture help you out.
i have custom cabinets, shelves, a beautifully painted kitchen, a too nicely painted door
haven't been happy much, this makes me happy.
i also have 2 birds now (i think they're parakeets), pretty, poops too much, but such a  lovely couple

well of course, 2 weeks didn't solve my unraveling life
i'm so tempted to move back as an escape
yes despite the traffic and the mosquitoes 
too bad i still have strings here like my silly job and my stuff
heck i'd like to be able to get back here if things don't work out.
do i pay for storage the whole time i'm gone
either way, gotta have some cash for cushion
and that means saving up for awhile
a while too long at the rate i'm going :
heh.

just got back
2 week vacation waay too short :
glad everyone's well back home
wish certain things are better & that i had more time to be w my fam
can't believe it's been 3 yrs 6 mos since i last went back
and i only had a handful of days, not fair, not enough

finally got the router working
yeah
i have an exciting life don't i
power cycles seem to cure all
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and now in the WTF section..

US Secretary of State Colin Powell (news - web sites), performs a version of the Village People disco hit song 'YMCA' at the conclusion of Asia's largest security meeting in Jakarta, Indonesia, on Friday July 2, 2004. Powell took to the stage, dressed as a construction worker Friday, with other unidentified US diplomats to deliver their rendition of the 1970's hit song to an audience of Asia Security meeting delegates. (AP Photo / APTV)

ergh. elbow bleeding..
why am i still typing..
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wtf. i guess this separation has made me dumb
ok, no i've just been biking & rollerblading
fell from my bike going downhill because i was talking on the phone
how dumb is that?
didn't realize the hill was steeper than thought
only my left arm was free
knew if i hit the front brake i'd get thrown off
did it anyway, freaked out if can't stop by the busy intersection
bleeding a lot, funny, guess the location
idiot.
getting many battle scars.
don't forget to buy lotto tix, it's some 290 mil now
i wish
then i'd fukkin retire