August 30, 2004

  • majorly pissed
    this whole uprooting and whatnots
    has left me completely frazzled the last few months
    i forgot to renew my domain now it's in limbo la la land
    bleh
    really need to get my act together
    it's been months
    embarassing how easily i can't get up after a fall :(
    .
    feel like a chicken without a head
    how did life get so messy and unconstructed
    no ambitions no plans
    just freefalling
    into nonexistence if i let myself
    i've been completely clean too
    cept for the occasional cigarettes
    for that need to smoke
    extremely hyper and confused
    i was better stoned