September 1, 2004

• ... can't even joke abt things w.o getting emotionally overwrought
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  starting to obsess over this keloid scar that formed where i lost a chunk of flesh falling off my bike
  sucks
  suppose it's because i overcleaned it as i went back home for the holiday?
  not sure, hurting more than it used to
  i can't bend my arm without feeling the slight but annoying pinch/pain
  blame my dismal bowling scores on it
  hate it hate it
  it's reminder of my stupidity actually thinking i could bike one handed down a hill with the front brake gabbing on the phone. course if the sidewalk wasn't all mashed up and full of rubble it would've been a shallow skid.
  obsessing again
  at least this one is somewhat healthier than the other.

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