September 10, 2004

  • was asked the age question and told the guy to guess.
    he said 30.
    umm..
    did i age 5 yrs on top of this 25
    because of all the crap of the past few months
    do i look/act that old?
    damn.
    .
    last night i actually blamed my parents for abt 10 mins for all the crap that's happened
    because there was no support for me from the start, too young, wrong etc.
    till things took a turn for the worst then they want me to immediately cut the cord
    need to stop this blame game cos sh*t happens all the time
    need to learn to be happy regarless of what happened and not use substitutes to feel better
    esp those that kill my few remaining brain cells.