September 29, 2004

  • veering close to another painful break
    just can't let go of the past.
    oh well if shit's meant to happen, better let it happen all at once.
    so i can cry just once.
    everything's just too stupid and painful now.
    having the worst symptoms of depression i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy
    and this is such a silly predicament cause it's all in my head.
    stupid.
    i'm going to stop therapy too, tho it sound like i need it, it's waay too expensive and not at all helping.