Month: May 2005

  • one more course day and if i pass the skills portion
    i get my motorcycle license
    wish me luck :)

    decided to shop around for a used bike first
    since i have no clue what i'm getting myself into yet :D

  • i almost bought a brand new motorcycle today
    a 2005 Honda Shadow VLX deluxe 600cc
    in pearl white

    approved and all
    didn't know it was that easy
    but no haven't signed anything yet
    need to decide between this
    and getting/cosigning for ki's bike
    a 1993 Harley-Davidson Sportster 1200cc
    chromed and built up very very nicely
    (like i said i fell in love with it last summer)
    decisions decisions for summer toys
    it's my mid mid life crisis at 26
    well first things first, gotta pass my motorcycle course and get a license
    : P

  • looking more and more like i'll have to take ki up on his offer to buy his bike and help co-sign
    everything else is so expensive :o
    will have to get my hands dirty since harleys require a lot of maintenance and it's an old bike, '93
    but
    well i gotta learn anyhow and it is super pretty
    i fell in love with it last summer :)

  • so i'm trying to raise some quick cash
    browsed through craigslist for part times
    one ad made me feel old
    it was for an escort agency looking for young girls
    well i thought i was 'young'
    but the age range is 18-25
    :D
    i am now too old to be an escort
    ha ha

    relax i'm reading through all out of curiosity
    wonder what the earn$$$ entails
    some pretty intersting stuff i tells ya
    like the $100/hr to attend a foot fetish party
    heh
    gotta love the city..

  • :D
    My best girl will be in town
    in 2 weeks!!!
    eeeee
    super excited
    miss her so much
    especially with the other girl gone till august ;P

    Thank you God for helping me through these stressful times.
    I'd just read another email from x that made me cry for some benign
    can't help it just cos you're really fuckin' vamoozing out of my life
    and out of reach reason

    Man I'm so emotional.

    I'm always told to attribute it to being an artist.

    2005, hopefully I'll know myself better.

  • yknow phases in life when you 'grow up'
    things that used to matter don't anymore
    you see and interpret a different perspective

    well i know i'm in love
    and i know it's not possible
    but for the first time
    i don't really care
    and i just want to ride it out

    heart gets broken
    but i couldn't be happier
    somehow..
    i guess it's cos the feel-good chemicals stay in your system anyway

    such a sap
    in the i'm glad just to see you phase

    hey a girl's gotta have something to look forward to

    crushes and summer loves will get me through this divorce in one piece

    :D

    bike course coming up
    will i be riding my first bike this time next week?
    that depends on how much i can save till then
    so i'd say in two weeks, my own bike
    before, maybe i'll steal ki's ...

  • the rain suits my mood

    i am way too fuckin' emotional to function well
    how do i get rid of this?

    . . .

  • i think my taste in men has definitely changed.
    when i was a kid, facial hair is such a definite turnoff
    as in no fuckin way jose
    but now, hmm, i like a neatly trimmed beard/stache combo
    about <= 1/4 "
    definitely like the rugged type more and more..
    tho hair must still be short - no mullets
    (if he has long hair, it's because he has nice hair)
    on that note, i was telling jules how i think when a guy catches my eye because of the way he's dressed
    usually leather jacket, bandanna, nice proportions, by a motorcycle, even better
    secretly i wanna dress/be like that instead of thinking boy he's hot
    heh heh
    i know i'm still a woman even though i look like a rugged macho man sans beard/stache

  • i got kickass riding boots
    and gloves


    k was making fun of me because i'm not set on getting a harley
    he's like if you're gonna get harley gear you have to ride a harley
    to which i proceeded to give him the one-fingered salute
    j/k
    i try to be more ladylike these days.. not.

    anyway, saw the buell blast on display, cute lil light bike 450cc
    too small?


    want a 600 for long distance riding, but will mostly use in the city


    can't wait for this weekend, k promised to let me play with his bike, provided we go somewhere relatively safer
    and MTW is my riding course

  • i have this temporary phone and don't want to spend time personalizing it yet
    so i only added in the 4 most important numbers to me now:
    1. boytoy1
    2. boytoy2
    3. bestgirlfriend
    4. self-medicationsupplier


    life is better simple

    : D