took the bike out even thou it's wet thinking i've been riding ini the rain so much anyway.
going down this long stretch a little too fast for my own good i
suppose, didn't expect the guy in front of me to chicken out a brake at
the yellow light, it just turnecd yellow and he went all the way up
then braked
fucker. slammed on my brakes and because it's slippery back wheel slid and i fell
jesus lord almighty
i gotta fight in 2 weeks
now my elbow hurts
seriously need some tlc, but obviously there's no one to give me any
going to the roots concert tonight with the ex, gotta take the bike to
the shop first tho, at least get my mirror fixed. i hate it when i'm
all jittery after a fall.
.
i have 4 ferrero rocher chocolates
sadly it's my only tlc
i do need a hug
i hate living mby myself
again
this is already a stressful day and it hasn't even really started

he's in town, has the dress
apparently it's in a big box
part of me can't wait to finally try it on
yes i've never even tried the one i bought
part of me don't even want to open the box
no practice today,i'm sad cos i could've gone to kungfu instead
after a frikkin long absence
but i should do more catch up work and clean
bouting in philly sunday morning

horrible sinus pressure from allergies.
anyone get allergy shots?
do you only get them one time or it's a repeated thing?
i need to not have allergies for the bout :

contemplating a DC move if this goes through..
hmm
should i?
there is a dc roller derby team, i already checked
lol
it's my top priority
jules you lived in DC, how is it there?

saw some bunny pics that made me want to have a pet bunny
but yeah
i'm horrible with animals
that's why i only have stuffed ones...

May has been an expensive month for me.
I mean geez
how much more dough do I need to dole out for unnecessary stuff.
Lord God Almightly...

what can i say, tis derby love

saw it last night with a friend
i think it was too much in two hours, couldn't really get inito the characters
and the slave was just dumb man, i can't stand spineless men
long gone are the days of club her in the head and make her fall in
love with you (of course only if both are good looking should it work ha
ha, i can't stand bad pairings especially in movies, like don't ruin my fantasy man, what more do i have left???)
anyway
at the end
i said
dude
this girl has like 3 guys dying/killing for her and i can't even get one decent date
sheesh
ha ha
oh and i hate that evil guy mustache. notice how the king and general both had em
if you are a guy and want to date me please please please do not have that mustache
i will be forced to shave it off your face if you do.
.
and i got popcorn butter all over my pants
yeah i did ask for a lot of butter
we've learnt to ask for a double bag and a plastic bag next time
butter freaks!!

WTF
Ok
I neglected to care about it with the divorce and all that crap.
And they never sent a bill but was part of the contract I signed.
And heck I used my ex-inlaws address in Houston for the mailing address.
at this point my dress costed me ~1400
I just authorized a charge over email for it.
fuck
yknow
i couldve bought top of the line skates and wheels.
fuck
again
i'll never ever ever try to have a wedding again
fuck all that bs

it was 25/month
hey i didn't remember and was definitely the last thing on my mind.
so it's been ~18 months
hah

anyway, i called and found out they're in bali for a week
villa with a pool, just my mom dad and her
aaarrrghhh i am so jealous
here i am on a friday night cleaning
spent the week training personnel
getting hit/falling and bruising myself on skates
several times
blah
had my bike fall over bending my brake lever so much so that it's annoying
rode in the rain which is always sucky
where's my time in the sun?
my life is so boring
i miss my parents