what's wrong with wanting peace?
i'm keeping those images up
i don't care
maybe for some of us or most, that's all we can do
sad..
nothing we can do to sway opinions
nothing we can do to stop the madness
this thing better be over goddamned soon...

btw do you know that the peace sign stands for nuclear disarmament? google it

hey kampret ngejoin dong.. jangan cuman dipelototin aje ha ha
terus mana tuh si dupret..?
kerjanya maen cs doang
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-sompret

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war is sometimes inevitable
but this war was launched in such haste
without regards to worldwide opinion
undermining the UN
and gives the impression that the allied coalition is just a bunch of bullies
yea with their technological they will win
and it might just give US the big economic stimulus it predicted
but at what cost?
killing innocents
sacrificing the braves
worldwide protest and disdain for the US
leading to terror attacks
and all cos one guy has an itchy trigger finger...

i'm tempted to fill every crevice with peace signs, but i know that'll be an eyesore.. (and uh well i did do that..)
oy.. i got better things todo, but i can't stop looking at the panda smelling panda butt.. ha ha.. that is my fave pic ever!
sigh.. here's wishing for better times ahead..
how many times in the history of modern human civilization has that been said..
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sad sad.. see i really need to get away..
i feel like i blog more than i talk
at least in terms of saying what's in my head..
at work it's always work talk or small talk or listen to someone else talk talk and even when it's normal talk being at work sux period.

and yeah any job is a job and will always be a fuckin job
so don't count on it to fulfill your life
unless you are doing what you love doing and don't really need to do it if you don't want to
freedom to choose to do whatever the hell you goddamned want
in this short short life

that's all
why is that so hard?

anarchy?

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the protest pic above is from the protest we walked into in vegas, on the strip no less
that's teddy's face in the corner
and i think that's the aladdin hotel
it's a frikken sultan's palace with palm trees
..
damn i dropped my php book and tore a page..
(while someone somewhere else is probably getting shot at)
so uh what have i accomplished in these 2-3 hrs staring at my screen.. well so far nada.
i only need to write a smple switch statement and my venture to xanga land delays me yet again... ... ... ... :
:/
 

stay safe and come home...
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listening to dilated peoples - expansion team
nothing better than the dope shit to get you through
will hip hop save us?
there's nothing as penetrating as music
they should just blast britney instead of droppin flyers
that'll get em to surrender..
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avoided news so far..
the only glimpse i saw was footage of soldiers on the frontline with a journalist trying to get a story..
geez what do you want them to say when you ask so how do you feel are you ready?
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i used to think that it would be fun to be around during the 60's
thinking only of deadheads and hippies
.. not anymore.. not anymore..
it happened for a reason
what will come out of this?
let's just hope it's swift..
isn't it over already?
with all that technological prowess
how long and how much blood will it consume in this new era?
what will we remember from the nots .. whatever the hell they decided to call this decade..

in about an hour, when time is up
will things be different
am i still going drinkin friday night
will i live my life as i did before
probably yes
war will be the topic
but i will be away from it
lest some terrorist strike in my neighborhood
i'm lucky to be away from real conflict
i still don't understand why there has to be conflict
years and years of human civilization haven't taught those in power much i guess
and yeah as usual money talks :
end of conversation

my coworker's goin to jamaica
i wanna go
i haven't been
and you know i want to go for obvious reasons
lie on the beach listen to reggae smoke a phat spliff
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i know they say indo weed is good
i can only wonder.. :

i need to do some spring cleaning
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this xanga thing is getting to be like my ex ebay habit..
which must be stopped at all costs..
i'm talkin bout the robotical typing in of your password to execute commands..
at least here, i'm not losing money everytime i type it..

think i answered my own question.. this shit is too distracting..
need to get away away from it all..
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i see a lot of ppl dropping their blogs..
guess it does get tiring
and it leaves many many trails..
have you tried googling yourself?
but isn't it inevitable that you will become part of this web
whether or not you choose to participate in it?
might as well stake your claim and save your space
he heh.. or maybe someof you realized you shouldn't have picked that name..
do you really want to maintain
phatassphattyphatfromphattyville
    >:P
what gives things meaning.. there's always a name..
regardless of what it is..
always needs to be labeled somehow..
so it can be filed away neatly and recalled
ever thought of the brain as a receptor and not a producer?
(i was watching it on tv earlier )

48 hr ultimatum.. dang.. closer and closer
so i was told that saddam hussein owes billions to the french and russians (if he goes, the bill is null and voided).. hence america has their own reasons to bomb em and those opposing have their own reasons as well.. and neither not necessarily human rights related..
what's the deal.. i don't even know the full story.. :
i just know shit happens and it's already knockin at the door..