April 22, 2003
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i think i'm definitely addicted
not saying that i like the pain
but life or maybe just the processes that makes me feel alive is so addictive
i said the past is like a shot of drug, but isn't that what all our emotions are?
when it comes to us feeling it
(i understand the need for stimuli)
but in the end
joy fun happiness, grief pain sadness
are just different concentrations of hormones/other agents your body produces
to induce this effect/feeling.
and as a result, because you suddenly get a higher dose of something,
you feel alive
because the feeling is so-called real
'i've never felt this way before'
sound familiar?
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the euphoric property maybe?
of constantly altering different concentrations..
something sometimes is just a damn powerful cocktail that gives me a much needed wake up call..
Comments (4)
I agree *nods*
Yes, these emotions are parts of life. When you break down the logic of feelings you are explaining the physical world, the tangible reality. Remember also that life is as much physical, as it is meta-physical.
So sometimes when you are focusing too much on the science (physical) you will eventually loose your connection to the spirit/magic (meta-physical). Life is richer and more rewarding when you have both =)
to me, as Buddha says, life is suffering. just existing is suffering. i guess that's why i love sleeping so much. cuz for 8 hours i forget that i exist in "real" life.
piscesmoon, I think life is full of suffering. But life itself is not just suffering. Like you, I enjoy sleeping too. It used to be because I was so depressed of life but nowadays it's simply because I need the rest =)
Life can be blissful and rewarding. It's just the struggle to achieve that is hard and even harder if we passively believe that there's nothing more to life than suffering.
Anyway nuff' said, hope my opinion doesn't bother you much =)
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