June 27, 2003

• i'm not antisocial, i'm just lazy
  probably the worst when it come to planning get togethers no matter how much i miss the person
  or just any form of going out talking to people
  most times i'm too tired and don't mind just aimlessly walking around. i'd take that/sitting around over clubbing any day.
  little wonder why all i draw are bears and all sorts of furry stuff from imagination land. sometimes i think i can't really relate to the 'real' world. but then i realize there's renough 'real' world shit i have to deal with everyday, i need my escape.
  oh have i mentioned that i make no sense?
  thoughts flow at supersonic speed
  body tired and aching from the week's toils (and carrying my groceries back on the subway at midnight and waiting 1/2 hr for the train) man. i need to get a car (and learn to drive).
  i'm not young anymore can't afford to waste time waiting for stupid trains at the whim of the mta.
  and everytime i read abt ppl much younger who are already independently wealthy or just see those super trendy trustfund kids i get jealous, of course.
  i'm tired it's summer time but i can't even exercise any vaca options until my 1st anniversary in oct. gack so soon
  aging aging very rapidly.
  a little too rapidly for my tastes.

  
  

  where's my billion dollars?
  make that 10

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