September 26, 2003

• friday again.
  weekends come around so fast.
  probably has lots to do w the fact that i stare towards this damn corner 12 hrs a day.
  damn cubicle.
  at least i'm employed, marginally underemployed probably.
  i really wonder even more now, what it's like if i stayed back home.
  if it wasn't for teddy, i really had no reason to go back to school
  after the asian market crash, etc etc.
  but, hmm life would be much simpler
  i would be much simpler
  i think, who knows. ain't no parallel dimension i can peek to
  of course i'm just reminiscing so everything seems perfect.
  everyone still kids.
  reality's much different now.
  i miss home.
  my parents are still there.
  tho i seldom have contact with them.
  almost 2 yrs. probably more since i last saw them.
  
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  i wonder if this color is what gets me down everytime i try to write here..

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