October 29, 2003

  • sleeepy -.-
    .
    finally picked up my tablet pen last night and tried to convert some sketches
    man oh man am i the laziest person i know
    since this is pms stage again
    last night i got hit again by the realization of my own mortality
    you know the feeling when you try to think of what's beyond
    what is it like when your physical body  dies
    will you remember
    etc
    that used to plague me the most
    but now it's more and more
    shitz time is so damn short
    my heart is only so good for a few pumps
    my limbs may lose dexterity pretty soon
    so i started, mind still not fully on the project
    but closer
    and it's better than nothing.