why am i being sucha sap anyway.
life goes on, c'est la vie
so what if the past's been great
people change.

mm, my fave cousin billy found me on friendster
he he that made my day
can't wait to go home and hang out w him
he's my personal tour guide in jakarta
going in one week!
better start getting sh*t together

wonder if i should change my phone #
never liked my old #
ahh, having choices makes decision making just a tad longer

not sure why i've been doing the things i do
but it feels very liberating
for what it's worth, i suppose the experience alone was worth it.

i don't even know what i want anymore
i'd like to just not give a sh*t about anyone or anything.

i feel so ill
this better not be fukkin self-induced
too much depressing thoughts what nots
and just be pms.

i keep coming into work later and later
so damned tired
need to sleep earlier
been sleeping past 2 ams daily..
doing god knows what
cleaning mostly
funny how i'm cleaning other places
but not my own
it's usually easier
anyway, i need to wake up and do some work
work fo dat cash
bleh.

my lunch delivery guy rides a harley
lol
pa jeon everyday.

this ranks as the stupidest thing i have ever done..
burnt my chin with pizza cheese
first just how the fuck is it possible for a grown woman to do this
i have absolutely no fuckin clue.
picked it up, cheese dripped, somehow miraculously spun inwards to hit me on the chin
and oh it was hot.
i now have a scar
with no real battle story
except that i was a pig rushing to eat my slice..

since getting the studio
all i want to do is ditch work and paint
go up on the roof and smoke
anything but type type type
why is it only 10:18?

hmm, i better get off this depressed funk.
not helping me with work at all
all i wanna do is ditch the place..
oh the ac broke again, so it's been sweltering