August 9, 2004

  • i still feel.. guilty, lowest that the lowest pond scum, stupid, completely insane to have these extreme mood swings.

    i know it's silly to be caught up in my silly emotional impediment when sudanese kids can't even eat. geez. selfish selfish and stupid.


    but it's still hard to shake off, not think about, not feel guilty about.

    and it's been 3 months.

    getting help. don't worry.