August 10, 2004

  • i always choose the worst times to move.
    last night ended at 12, finished loading all to my apt 2 am... :o
    detoured by studio first to drop off xtra shirts & pickup my bike
    tired today. got in to work at 11.. yay for dotcom startups' web depts. us nocturnal light shunning programmers have some weird freedom with schedules.. (ok that depends on how much you're needed for the day :P )
    but at least i finally have my press within close proximity, so no more excuses, finally after a year, more shirts a coming.
    .
    can't believe so much time has passed.
    it's just been too crazy hectic
    with emotional rollercoaster freefall drops in between
    it's been insane to say the least.
    .
    he finally said sorry. all i could say was thanks.
    it sucks
    it still sucks
    i feel that we're both just too immature
    too afraid of the future/consequences
    when in reality who can predict what will happen
    who knows exactly what will happen
    life is too goddamned short
    just be happy please
    and i will be too.