eating a freshdirect turducken yknow that chicken in a duck in a turkey thing.
bit dry but so soft, no gravy in the test, yummy nonetheless, cuts through with a plastic knife, no bones
coming to your holiday table if you order.

my first open studio.

kinda like a 2 day reception cos had to provide food n drinks.

interesting though, got to see what's behind all those doors. so many painters, sculptors

tomorrow's the start of another work week. bleh, weekend's over so fast.

but not before i squeeze in another 4 games of bowling. getting better. (i think)

sad that only one of my friend came. sigh. shows either how busy ppl are or well guess lic is far away for some. ah well.

seriously need to perk up.
sleeping late don't help.
so damned tired. cawfee i guess.

i am tired.
been unable to sleep early nor have the determination to get out of bed once it's time to go.
bleh. lesse sleep 4/5 am, wake up 8/9 am, sleep some more until 10xx then i run to make my 11 am meeting. that's it. no matter what time i come home, even thought the earliest is prob 2, i have to stay up until 4/5.
yes, i'm still depressed and would like to not really be around this reality for awhile.
but shit. gotta make sure i don't get fired.
very little mean anything to me now.
i should be thankful for what i have
but am still plagued by what i've lost.
and just can't damn get it out of my head that it's over so what if it's your fault
quit agonizing over it cos it does no one any good.
silly i know.

but open studio is this weekend. crane st studios saturday & sunday 12-6
i'm sharing #17 on the 4th fl.
gotta clean.

and i am comitting the sin itself
the paris hilton collection
i was going to say she's smart, but at the same time she's also hella rich to begin with
now i'm driving traffic to give her more of a chance to sucker someone out of their dough..
http://www.amazon.com/gp/misc/parishilton.html/103-8048591-5649430?

ok, man wotta pain, had to convert to flash cos my cam video encodes in mjpg format and i have no premiere on this baby.. sigh.
taped at 6 uploaded, 3 am, well there was construction work (track lighting again) in the middle and dinner..

OPERATION TRUTH
http://www.optruth.org
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watch the ad
http://69.31.93.156/NotThere.wmv

some halloween costume ideas from the 04 tokyo game show
http://mdn.mainichi.co.jp/photospecials/0410/gameshow04/01.html

how absurd are drug enforcemtn laws?
http://www.norml.org/index.cfm?Group_ID=6282
quadriplegic man (paralyzed neck down since 4)  sentenced to 10 days in prison for posessing a small amount of marijuana. judge decided on a lockup instead of probation because he said he'd continue to smoke to feel better. man dies in custody from lack of proper care. stupid. you think with terrorist, child porn to worry abt first they'd leave this guy be. why spend so much money trying to prevent someone from getting their medicine. any pain relief is always welcome. heck morphine is still precribed. all were legal before too. personally i think banning soft drugs lead to higher rates of drug abuse and violence. wh whatever. gotta work.

ms leona i will get those pics up asap.

sigh, goodbye superman.. my first hollywood crush. i think when people asked me which american movie star i like his handsome and quiet persona always comes to mind. ok ok i was infatuated with superman period. and yes i hated lois lane, lana was much prettier.
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i realize he hated being typecast. well you americans, go vote for stemcell research this november.