April 26, 2005

• parents always call at the right time
  everytime i'm just so damn down and depressed and alone
  i get a call in the morn from my mom then my dad
  glad to still have family
  i always forget i'm not alone when i come home to my apartment feeling lonely and try to sleep for the next workday
  so many thoughts spinning in my head
  you know what it is
  as you get more experience there are just more things you'd rather forget but can't
  so carve out your life experiences very carefully
  all those memories come up in an instant
  the whole time heals all
  hmm, definitely softened the blow but the memories are still there
  and just a lil too damn fresh
  i wonder if in a few years and i'm talking to mydate
  we'll find ourselves going: so me and my ex.. bla bla
  at the start of every other word
  singapore is still tempting
  my mom suggests i find myself a nice indonesian boy
  my requirements are simple: no kids, healthy, makes me laugh
  that ain't so much to ask      

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