think i'm finally liking the fact that i'm single
i may change my mind once it gets cold and nasty again
but heck
summer's just started
it's all about doing the things i've postponed for so long
for reasons involving others or general lack of courage
i'm old enough to feel it's now or never
so it is now or never...
.
the ultimate event test for whether or not i'm over this whole biz
is for me to attend a wedding and be happy
not fuckin jaded depressed and bitter
i skipped out a close coworkers wedding right after the breakup for this reason
good thing no one i know's getting hitched soon
most are already poppin babies
some are waiting to finish school first
gives me more time to prepare

penn ride

i supposedly have bad posture but whatever..

bastard he has my key again
ok my fault cos i asked him to copy it for me as a favor
but now i gotta wait around again till he gets back fore i can ride
.
quick jaunt to e village then astoria park
too too short :

have so much crap to do
geez...
procrastinating to boot
heh
more calluses
left fingers feeling the brunt of the clutch
top speed maintained 85 mph
viewed/at a glance 90 mph
accidents passed 2 (1 motorcycle, 1 car)
can't let it get to your head if you want to ride
be safe.
can't wait to ride again  next weekend
this time'll be to the beach
i have to upload the crazy video ki shot from his bike,
we're all going at least 70mph
too bad i sped away when he was closing in, thinking i was goin to slow, so you don't see my face..
gotta get thru this day first, then..

eh nixed philly downtown, when i found out it'd take 3 hrs
went to delaware water gap instead
or more like taking twisty scenic country roads the whole day
fun
put some 200 miles on the bike today

riding to philly today to meet w julie
a bit sick cos i shared my j*int w someone else >:(
i will never do that again!!
this is like the second time
need to get a tip of some sort ...

i got my DM license
so will start terrorizing the streets. uhm more like the other way around
still scared shitless, don't dare to rev up the throttle
which is my motor dies so fuckin frequently
causing me to go mutherfucker in the middle of the road while cars behind me honk
least they don't try to run me over.. yet...
yknow i don't drive, i can, but haven't extensively, am horrible with directions
2 ppl warned me abt dangers so far today
1 friend's death
1 saw a girl wipe out yesterday (on a nice BMW bike, capris and tiny jean jacket, ouchie..)
1 person took my key >:(
i forgot he had it, he forgot he had it
so no i'm not riding yet
hopefully tonight..

well, leave it to my parents to make me spend even more moola this summer
i like how i've been oh no i'm not spending any more cash
to spending more than i've ever spent.
dang..
but possibly going to south america to see them while they visit friends
this'll be a first for me

my shoulders are killing me
(do i have bad posture on the bike?)
so tired and lethargic
like i woke up at the wrong time and my body just refuses to cooperate
bleh

noticed that i have calluses on my right hand
from gripping the throttle
but this is not from a real throttle
but a remnant of 2 summers intensely playing manx tt superbike
(i beat everyone)
my hand was bleeding at some point
my mom was remarking on how dumb i was
and i was just thinking well when i have my own bike i'll be ready
ha.
(doubt it's from my pink barbie bicycle, because my left hand's not callused)