February 24, 2006

• is it weird that i am not sad?
  i don't think i cried either when my grandfather passed away
  maybe it's the distance
  i did paint a piece for him
  my grandma was really frail the last time i saw her
  she was amazing
  had 13 kids, tiny tiny woman...
  most importatntly she gave me my dad
  i love him so much
  times like these i really wish i lived closer
  when something like this happens, it sucks to be so far away
  sometimes i really feel like i have no family..
  more like i forget i have family
  as usual i'm in some form of denial
  i really haven't grown up in some ways..

  • 8:20 pm
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