i once again believe i can meet someone who meets my criteria in a man
who's not intimidated by me and is an all-around good guy.

so yeah
after some thinking
(actually i still don't know)
new bike or used compact hatchback
i'd like to be able to drive in the snow, go somewhere..
yknow
will take it easy and shop slowly while saving up.

possibly the most complicated thing I've ever made.
I mean geez.. I had to go buy a new pot, cheesecloth and cognac for it
All to test our new one-click recipes functionality. Check it out, it's pretty cool, it's what we've been up to at FreshDirect http://www.freshdirect.com/department.jsp?deptId=rec
and of course I had to pick one with a gazillion ingredients http://www.freshdirect.com/recipe.jsp?recipeId=rec_wk_bfstew_msh_cgnc cos, uh
well i do love a good bowl of beef stew.. mm but it serves 8 so i guess
it'll be beef stew for a week ..
.
tho knowing me, it'll be half a week cos serves 2 means serves 1 for me..
.
it's smelling goooooddd..
but i'm also tired .. dude, anything that requires a 24 hour marinade and 4 hour simmer is waaaay too much work meng...
.
what  can i say, it looks like sh*t but it tastes so good
beef and red wine + cognac cooking for 4 frikkin hours.. blah..

i was a day late and a day early to my doctor appointments
what the heck is wrong with me...

all i can think of today, is how i should've gone to the center line/
right lane instead of trying to stop behind him. guess it's just
inexperience. i miss my bike so much....

My arm today ..

Not even a year I don't think, and I've totalled the poor baby.
handed over the title to the insurance company, he is done
I am sad. No more easy ride to the beach. Bye bye bike, I wish I wasn't
so close to the guy in front of me, I wish I wasn't going 30 trying to
get to work early, I wish I'd braked harder and know you won't lock up
on me. But I was scared. Rush hour on the Queensboro bridge isn't easy
to deal with. and well we did run into another accident. I loved you
and feel so lost with out you....
Sigh and this was just a bike.. but I sure do love my pink Wolf.

Bye bye baby...
.
I think I'm depressed...
.
i rear-ended a car that rear-ended another car on the Queensboro bridge
lower roadway at rush hour 9.30 - 10. thrown off the bike, hit my head
on his trunk fell to the side and i think landed on my feet as i have
no bruises on that side whatsoever. Was being a punk too, and rode
without a jacket just a tshirt and exercise pants. (came back from a
derby shoot, off to work). Anyway, I had to call 911 since the other 2
are freaked prob by the blood streaming down my arm. Went to the
hospital and I'm all good. Just that one cut, scrapes and bruises. The
biggest being around the cut on my right bicep. So you can imagine how
scared I was thinking I had somehow fucked up my arm.
.
Anyway, I'm getting a car.
That way I can start racing bikes

sometimes i just need to relax

i'm having the stomach cramp from hell..
omfg...

What are your thoughts on it?

I hope there won't be another stupid war.