i'm convinced that as a woman i have basic instincts to nest
after all these gung ho independent woman style talk
all i really want (after i make my beeleeons of course and besides painting) is to cook and lounge around.
okay maybe that's so much nesting
but i'd be most content at home
with a garden
a studio
a pool
steps away from the beach

didn't know frankie j is for real.
we thought he sucked at the rocket's new year's eve bash.
now i hear that suga suga song all the time.. ok that was probably the catchy one, cos i remember it. the  rest .. ehhh. wahtever.

hooo weee
man/woman i am tired
and my head is spinning
i know one thing at a time
but parts of me can't wait
have to be disciplined!!!

this is awesome and very inspirational
http://another.girlatplay.com/profiles/index.htm
for those craving independence w a life of creativity

i seem to love putting my foot in my mouth
sheesh
next time i get the urge to do something stupid
i need to remind myself to wait for at least an hour and decide if it's worth the trouble
geez.

do what you love as a hobby
or do what you love as a job
for the lucky ones who manage to do both.
i envy you
.
i just can't see myself as a straight up programmer
it's too well, boring
i crave visual stimulation
but at the same time.
i can't stand just doing design work for someone else/product i couldn't care less about.
actually maybe i won't mind it as much
just that when i was doing it i crave the other and vice versa
well you'd think i'd have figured it by now huh.
bottomline
besides the obvious well it's a job sometimes it stinks and is horribly boring but that's why you're getting paid for it
yadda yadda yadda
i need to quit pack up leave and start afresh on my own.
ok maybe more like 'start' to make above option possible and complain less

yay FD made FC again
4th badge
at least it was praised first and foremost.

My favoritest cousin (who just happnes to also be an awesome architect) just got married this past weekend

CONGRATULATIONS
Agnes & Ashish Kejriwal

Now I'll have somewhere to stay when I visit India

http://www.theage.com.au/articles/2004/01/20/1074360762037.html
britain's first cannabis death
as always.
never anything to the extreme
and don't forget those people who drank themselves to death
alcohol still kills a heck of a lot more people
(stupid college kid downing too many tequilas anyone?)
factor in drunk driving and it goes even higher in comparison

it's a gift not meant to be abused 

here's something funny..
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/south_asia/3410955.stm
a cow sh**ting diamonds
i always wondered bout the origins of that donkey sh**ting gold/precious jewels in fairy tales
i suppose it just ate the king's ransom