Month: January 2004

  • i've been trying to get this plastic splinter out of pinky since last night to no avail :
    and for some reason the skin keeps peeling off

  • i'm lacking focus/motivation to work (in the office)
    can't can't wait for friday
    altho the weekend will be spent entirely buying bathroom fixtures, new tub sink and tiles
    and more apt work. scraping and scraping and cleaning up
    i'm tired
    but what a wimp i am
    what's a good energy booster?
    true i haven't exercised in a while
    but this whole mini depression, stress of meeting a deadline and watching us spend all our money on this renovation project (paying for two places on the interim)
    is driving me batty
    :o
    i honestly don't know how teddy puts up with me

  • we were profitable last week :o
    finally..
    .
    the bush space program
    whatever
    he just wants his name associated with the recent success of the mars rover
    election time
    additional 1 bn to hurtle more million dollars things into space and 5 ppl at the most
    i thought there's still rampant unemployment, disease, hunger and war
    all i can say is WTF?
    i think 15 bn on space exploration is already enough

  • i've been told i'm going through my mid 20s crisis
    quarterlife huh.

  • ok, the collective unconscious is a bit scary.
    i'm realizing that i am not the least bit original as i thought i was
    do i not have an original thought in my body?
    am i just influenced by everything else
    understand no art is truly original
    but man, i feel like some late in the game hack
    depressing :
    and then i realize that i am such a spoiled brat

  • i'm coming into work with a new mindset.
    talked to the creative head here about school.
    scraped paint for two hours after work
    and i think i just need to practice the craft while working  and hatching the grand plan.
    after the place is done renovations splurged for, space available..
    i'm getting a sewing machine.
    know of good books for patternmaking, sewing, for both clothes and soft toys?

  • my so-called blog
    http://www.nytimes.com/2004/01/11/magazine/11BLOG.html
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    japanese manga 'Misshitsu, or Honey Room'  ruled obscene
    http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/3391951.stm
    ummm.. hmmm, how crazy must this one be?

  • how come everytime i become really discontent with work
    something crazy happens
    and with the drastic change in playing field i lose my resolve to move on..

  • err i think there'll be a the shit has hit the fan news today at work
    let's see what this will mean
    >
    so what's on FC  is true
    tho the result should be on the good side instead of bad
    finally a complete regime change for the better?
    i'm excited can't wait till 9.30
    .
    no qa session so no questions asked
    change of heads
    as in chief EO
    i like the new guy better
    sfor the best
    and i know lots of people have been waiting for this.
    .
    drama drama

  • http://www.cnn.com/2004/HEALTH/01/11/marijuana.exercise.reut/index.html
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    going to go scrape paint
    fun
    chemical paint stripper is my new best friend
    mmm orange
    must remember to vent...
    don't want holes in brain
    .
    i think i'm just too chicken little the sky is falling the sky is falling